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Semester 1
Block 1 Enriched World Cultures------ Diamond
2 PE 3/Health
3 Lunch
4 Band------ Mastin (of course)
5/6 Pre-Calculus------ Alade
7 Art 2 ------- Smith-Pope
Semester 2
Block 1 Enriched English 3------ Huryn
2 Ceramics 1------- Cream
3 Lunch
4 Band------ Mastin (Again)
5/6 Env. Science------ Lee
7 Lab Bio. 2------ Montgomery, L.
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| Summer! |
[21 Jun 2005|08:39pm] |
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Today's the FIRST DAY OF SUMMER!!! YES!
Well, I only had one thing to ask... What are the different ways of flirting?
... I think i lost my technique... or I just never had one.... Shhhhhh!
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[01 Jun 2005|05:25pm] |
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Pienso que me gusta alguien
Pero no quiero decirle que hago
Últimamente, no sé que decir. o como actuar
A veces parezco no sé coquetear.
Me asustan del rechazo.
Fui aunque ello con él antes.
No quiero pasar por ello otra vez.
Do not ask why I am typing in spanish.
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| Cumpleaños Feliz Padre!! |
[08 Apr 2005|05:17pm] |
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No quiero Él.
Quiero me.
Quiero mi vida.
No nuestra vida.
Yo me soy y usted es usted.
Y Eso es la manera que lo se queda.
Hay más ver y más hacer.
Esto es lo que quiero
Esto es cómo permanecerá
Gracias...
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| Drunk and i'm feeling down.... |
[28 Mar 2005|10:04pm] |
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Wow.. I havnt done this is a long time.
Well, Spring Break has come but its nothing special. Its more of a time to get projects done for Humanities because they wanna be evil and give up 50 million projects due in one week. Okay maybe 3 projects but still its a lot of work.
Personal Stuff:
Me and Brent aren't together any more.. I dont feel like explaining anything anymore plus it's been a couple weeks already but it still runs through my mind once and a while. It still seems like i go out with him though. Like being with him for so long made him my best friend and i felt like i couldnt leave him stranded so we talk a lot and we meet up after every class. Well almost. After all this happened... everyone told me to stay strong n i guess i am on the outside but in the inside im still trying to build up my emotions.
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand
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| LOVE |
[30 Dec 2004|10:21pm] |
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You Can't Hurry Love by Diana Ross
I need love, love to ease my mind
I need to find, find someone to call mine
but mama said
you can't hurry love
oh you'll just have to wait
she said love dont come easy
its a game of give and take
you cant hurry love no you'll just have to wait
you gotta just give it time
no matter how long it takes
but how many heartaches must i stand
before i find a love to let me live again
right now the only thing that keeps me hanging on
when i feel my strength, yeah is almost gone
i remember mama said
no you can't hurry love
you'll just have to wait
she said love don't come easy
its a game of give and take
how long must i wait
how much more can i take
before loneliness will cause my heart, heart to break
no i can't bear to live my life alone
i grow impatient for a love to call my own
but when i feel that i, i can't go on
these precious words keeps me hanging on
i remember mama said
you can't hurry love
oh, you'll just have to wait
she said love don't come easy
its a game of give and take
you can't hurry love
no, you'll just have to wait
she said just give it time
no matter how long it takes
you know love, love dont come easy
but i keep on waiting, anticipating
for that soft voice to talk to me at night
for some tender arms to hold me tight
i keep waiting, i keep on waiting
but it aint easy, it aint easy
but mama said
you can't hurry love
no, you'll just have to wait
she said just give it time
no matter how long it takes
you can't hurry love
oh you'll just have to wait
she said love don't come easy
its a game of give and take
What Love Means to Many other people:
- well i say it is very special and meaningful, you can only fell this way for one person, it is more than passinate feelings toward some one, it is a bond between 2 that can never break through thick and thin the bond would never separate, also it should only be said when it is meant other than that it has no meaning to it, it doesnt come too easily.. and its more of a game of give and take
- 1 of the most strongest emotions there is...ur heart beats everyday for eva u love n u wake up everyday for w/e u love n u cant live w/o w/e u love n cant go a day w/o it n ud do anything for it...its a passion....
- love is when you like someone a lot, and you never get sick of them, u always wanan be around them..they can cheer u up and make u laugh whenever ur sad, and make u smile over all the little things..u feel like, complete when u hug/kiss them and when ur with them theres no where youd rather be.
- to people falling for each other
- when you care bout some one more then anything.. you can give them your trust.. and rely on them... they are there for u physically n emotionally, and would never hurt you at any time
- that u would do anything for some one jsut to make then happy and that you dotn want to see them hurting ever
Comment if you would like to share what love means to you
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| Why? |
[23 Nov 2004|06:06pm] |
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Why can't our world be a fantasy?
Where children dont have to grow up
and face the real world.
Girls wouldn't have to worry about guy problems
And guys wouldn't have to worry about girl problems.
Why can't girls just find the guy of their dreams.
To be sweet and caring
To Surprise them when they weren't expecting it
And hold them close when its cold outside
Why can't we make 3 wishes for what we want?
To wish that the poor would become rich
Our lives would not be painful
and that we would die happy
Why can't our world be a fantasy?
Where everything we want would come true
Our dreams, our thoughts, and our ambitions
Tell me what you think... It might not be that great but it is what is on my mind...
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| I’ve got so much honey, The bees envy me |
[08 Nov 2004|08:34pm] |
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Soccer is the greatest sport ever. I never want to stop playing it. T gave me a lot of confidence when he pulled me into his office. He talked to everyone separately and talked to them about their season. He told me I did very well and that he has confidence in me. He asked me How i felt when he didn't put me in at States. I told him i was kinda upset and he explained that he went by size and if the other goalie wasn't doing so well he would have put me right in. We talked about how i could train off season which got me excited. I want to be a really good goalie and have confidence in myself.. instead of shitting a brick (as T would say) while I'm in goal. haha
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[02 Nov 2004|07:05pm] |
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Well, it has been a while since I updated.
Lots have happened...
Marching Band-Its starting to get serious now because our last performance was not that great. So now when we go to all-states we are going to kick some ASS!!!
Soccer- We made it to states and the game was really tense. We tied it 1-1 in the second half and went into over time twice. It was still tied so we went into PK. Our last kicker, kicked the ball and the goalie luckily hit it off her hand and hit the post out of the net. To m e it looked like it went in but came back out but I guess not. It was a tense game. However, I did not play for some odd reason. I know i did not make it to practice but Someone else didn't either yet they still played. Oh well, you cant change the past.
There is not much that I can remember. I'll try to update more
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[26 Oct 2004|10:10pm] |
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I havnt updated in a while... but all I have to say is
ITS BEEN A LONG DAY!
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[05 Sep 2004|09:30pm] |
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I haven't updated in the longest time. School is about to start. Which means summer is about to end. And I'm not going to have any free time since i have soccer and marching band. It will be fun.
Today, I went shopping with my family. We went to the pensauken mart to look for a present for Brent but we didn't find what we were looking for. Then we headed to Moorestown mall. There we found a perfect gift for him. Also, me and my sis bought a couple books. I got peter pan. I love it. haha while we were in the store, my mom found the peter pan book and I was carrying it around with me. Then I decided to look at others books. So i put the peter pan books on top of the books on the shelf and then the next thing I know I lost my book. It fell behind the shelf and I couldnt reach it. Right before we were about to pay.
I'm like "Mom, I lost my book!" and she was like "How did u do that?" and I told her, "It fell behind the shelf."
She tried to get it but she couldnt reach it. So we had to go get another one. I thought it was kinda funny.
Then we went to Bennigan's. That place was a wreck. The waitress we had was really new. And didnt kno what she was doing. It took awhile for us to order and it was hard to see. The food was good. but that place needs to tighten up. haha oh yeah, after we ate me, my sis, and my mom had to go to the bathroom and the next thing u kno I see toilet paper flying over my stall into my sister's and no one else was in the bathroom but us. It was funny. My mom tried to play it off cuz I didnt do it. Next, we came home. I did the rest of my summer reading project and now i just have to type it up and then Im done. Then brent came over. He left at 9. <333
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| 2 more days until Holy Cross Camp...woooo.. |
[14 Aug 2004|12:47pm] |
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I was wondering if anyone could change my journal layout. I don't really like this one anymore. Comment if you could help me. THANX
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| Here's my schedule... |
[13 Aug 2004|12:31pm] |
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Semester 1
Block 1: Q1 Antropology (Vizzacco)
Q2 American Pop Culture (Robinson)
Block 2: Enriched Plane Geometry (Williams)
Block 3: Band
Block 4: Lunch
Block 5/6: Lab Biology I (Lee)
Block 7: PE
Semester 2
Block 1: Humanities II English (Threadgill)
Block 2: Humanities II History (Robinson)
Block 3: Band
Block 4: Lunch
Block 5/6: Spanish II (Wilson, P)
Block 7: Mar/Bio/Oceanography (Houseworth)
No ART!.. I'm sure going to miss that class.
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[03 Aug 2004|09:00pm] |
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Lets update, shall we?
Friday, July 30, 2004 - DOCTORS APPOINTMENT
- I had to go to the doctors because i needed to get my physical done so I would be able to participate in high school sports. Anyways, my sister and I had to do that eye diagram thing. (I hate that) When you say it the first time you can remember it and then say it again and get it correct. Also, I dont kno what we have to do that when people go to the eye doctors to do that. So, I got weighed and got my blood pressure done, all good. Then, my sis and I had to be separated. And I am the one who gets to go into another doctors room to put and a paper dress and be in a room all by myself. I felt like a mental case locked in a room because there was no way i was gonna walk the hallswith my back exposed to everyone. To entertain myself in the room, I was rolling across the room on the doctors chair, spinning in the chair, and I was going through the drawers to find a pen so i could draw on the dress but u kno what?! there was no pen! So i was bored as a rock. Then the doctor came in and I had to give the chair up. :\ I got over it.
FRIENDLY'S
After the appointment, we went out to FRIENDLY'S to eat lunch. Me and my mom got a chicken ceasar salad and my sis got buffalo chicken... or whatever its called. Nothing really happen there.
SIMONE'S SLEEPOVER
Around 7:30 I went over to simone's and had a blast with Courtney and pebbles. We played Family Fued and The game of life. In family feud I lost and in the game of life i came in 2nd place. Then we had pizza and talked about stuff from 7th grade and many other things. It was lots of fun. Afterwards, we finished up the game of life and then simone did my hair. She did twisties and it looked really cute.. not with my glass but with my contacts.
Saturday, July 31, 2004 - LANCESTER, PA
I was invited to go to Lancester with Brent's family. It was fun. We saw amish people and went in a couple stores. In this Christmas shop there was all this cool stuff like stuff from betty boop, the wizard of oz, I love Lucy and many others. I got home at around 11?.. i cant remember.
Sunday, August 1, 2004 - LONG BEACH ISLAND
Also, I was invited to go to LBI with brents family. We went to Fantasy Island and played lots of games to get tickets or coins to collect them up to get something that we wanted. I got a radio and brent got a scanner. Oh so cool. And then we ate dinner around 8:30 (I was so hungry) And I forget what time I got home.
Okay I am tired of updating for now... MAYBE I'll update later.
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[28 Jul 2004|11:19pm] |
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Well today i had my last basketball game for this summer camp. It was fun. I felt like i made more friends. We lost but it was a close game. And i was getting so pissed off. Okay I play lousy sometimes. I just get imtimidated and i hesitate. But im going to get better. Trust me, im going to push my self to do what i want to do. And no one is going to stop me. I am my own person and no one can tell me what to do, when to do it and how to do it. Okay maybe except my parents but besides them. No one else can.
Right now, I kind of feel bad. I'm trying to squeeze everything into one weekend. I got almost everything in except one thing. And thats see Zinc. I'm trying to set a time to see him friday cuz he does work sunday. And I wish he did. And my Saturday is full. I'm going to go see him some how. I havnt seen him for like 2 months and i feel so bad. And now i feel bad that i might not see him this week. And soon im going to be busy like last summer. hm...
Everything is going to turn out the way i want it.. HOPEFULLY
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[21 Jul 2004|01:48pm] |
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Well, I havnt updated in a couple days. The days seem to be going by so slow it feels like weeks.
Tuesday- I went to the movies with My aunt an dmy 2 cousins and we saw "the new Adventures of Pippi Longstocking". I like that movie. Haha I started singing the songs out loud but then I realized I really didnt kno the lyrics. After that we came home and My mom drove me to Marching Band rehersal. Fun, fun. I had a little trouble playing the music but Im starting to get it down. After that, my mom came and picked me and my sister up.
At around 4:30, my dad took me to my basketball game. I like going to this basketball games but I only have 3 more left :(. We won.. I forget the score.. but I scored once. That made me happy. I just have to get my aggresive on the floor. I'll do that tonight. Oh yeah, we ran into my dad's cuzin. I didnt like him. He was all telling my dad to take me to some guy so I can get a better form when I shoot and better dribbling skills. To sum it up, he was telling my dad I sucked. That made me mad. I was talking about him on the way home and my dad just starts laughing at me.
Once I got home, I took a shower and got ready to go to Walmart. I need a couple things from there you know. The whole time I was singing and dancing through out the store. It was fun but it was getting on my sister's nerves. And then I came up with an idea of what I can do when I get older and that is to be a clothes designer. I mean I like doing crafts, for some reason I like to look at all the fabrics, and I am able to draw. It can work but I'd have to think about it longer.
At around 8:45, James, Jason, and Louie came over. It was fun, they went in the back yard and kicked the big ball in the back and I almost got hit with a soccer ball twice. Then we talked in the drive way about many things. It was fun. then they had to go home. Later, I found out James lost his key. So at like mid-night Imin my back yard with a flashlight looking for a key. I didnt find it but I was out there like a half hour.
During that time me and Brent were having some issues but they werent that serious. Really stupid in fact. But it was late, I was tired and once u put me in a bad mood when I'm tired its hard to put me in a good one. Then I guess I went to bed at like 1.
Today- Nothing really is happening. I'm kind of cleaning up around the house *fun :/* and later i have a basketball game. YAY! can't wait. Well this is long enough.. too long in fact. COMMENT
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She
You see her having fun at her friend’s house,
You see her miserable at band class and at home.
One second her mood is bright,
Another second it’s dark.
She has reasons for some of her moods
others are for no reason at all.
Why is this happening to her?
Why can’t she be happy like she use too?
Her emotions are so hard to control
that all she does is let is show.
People ask “Are you okay?”
”What’s wrong?”
But when she tries to answer
She can’t think of one.
It doesn’t seem right
it’s not right she is going through this
Especially when that girl is me
This is my poem I made. I want to know what you guys think about it. If it is good, bad or alrite. If you can relate to it. Whatever. Please comment about it. Thank you.
xo Kathleen ox
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| Quiz |
[11 Jul 2004|09:43pm] |
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LAYER ONE: On The Outside
Name: Kathleen
Birth date: August 19, 1989
Current location: Burlington Twp, NJ
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: brown
Height: 5'3
Zodiac Sign: LEO
LAYER TWO: On The Inside
Shoes you wore today: I didn't wear shoes today
Weakness: talking about stuff inside our bodies.. like blood
Your fears: death
Your perfect pizza: pepperoni
A goal you'd like to achieve: to lose a couple pounds lol
LAYER THREE: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Most overused phrase on AIM: lol
Your thoughts first waking up: what time is it?
Your best physical feature: do i have one?
Your bedtime: whenever i want to
Your most missed memory: being a kid
LAYER FOUR: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
Burger King or Mcdonalds: burger king
Single or group dates: single
Adidas or Nike: Adidas
Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
Coffee or Cappuccino or Expresso: coffee
LAYER FIVE: Do You?
Smoke: no
Curse: yes
Have a crush(es): yep
Think you've been in love: maybe.. i just dont kno what it is
Like(d) high school: yes
Want to get married: of course
Believe in yourself: in some things
Think you're attractive: sure
Get along with your parents: yup
Like thunderstorms: sometimes
Play an instrument: yup the clarinet
LAYER SIX: In the past month have you...
Drank alcohol: no
Made Out: umm. YEAH
Gone to the mall: of course
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no
Eaten sushi: nope
Been on stage: no
Been dumped: no
Gone skating: no
Gone skinny dipping: no
Stolen anything: my sisters strawberries
LAYER SEVEN: Ever...
Played a game that required removal of clothing: nah
Been caught "doing something": haha umm well... I was caught but we werent doing anything.. it just looked wrong
Gotten beaten up: nah
Shoplifted: yeh lol at a dollar store
LAYER EIGHT: Getting Older
Age you hope to be married: around.. 23
How do you want to die: in my sleep
What do you want to be when you grow up: im still trying to figure that out
What country would you most like to visit: either Paris.. or Austraila
LAYER NINE: In a boy...
Best eye color: bright blue eyes
Best hair color: dark brown or blonde
Short or long hair: short
Height: 5'5 and up
LAYER TEN: In The Numbers...
Number of people I could trust with my life: 3
Number of CD's I own: lets just say.. alot
Number of piercings: none
Number of tattoos: 0
Number of times my name has appeared in the Newspaper: i dont kno, I kno it was in there a couple times
Number of scars on my body: maybe about 4
Number of things in my past that I regret: right now I cant think of any.. but I kno there is some
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